Monday, April 30, 2012

It wouldn't be a vacation without a little drama....

While on my vacation/greeter retreat....I encounter a lady who made me want to drop kick her...lol...I was asking the "hotel" clerk a question about how to get into the gate....I had already been frustrated because none of the codes that they gave us worked...so they hotel clerk asked like she didn't know...so the lady told her that it was 4 then 3 and it should open...i was trying to put the code and it wasn't working so I asked the hotel clerk not the lady and the lady screamed its 4 and 3 and i was like "I know that" that is what i am doing...well she is offended by the time....and was over there talking smack about me...Really???  once the hotel clerk got me in the gate I preceded to sit down and she was still talking about how rude i was....and my thing is this...I wasn't talking to you in the first place....SHUT UP!!!  then she made the comment about me that I am on a church retreat and this how you act....

Pause!!! Really....What does me going to church have to do with anything..first of all if you would have just stayed in your lane we wouldn't be in this situation...second you the one saying something to me I didn't say anything to you...you all loud talking ish....you better be glad I don't come over there and kick yo but!!! lol

Now of course that wasn't my finest hour, because I allowed myself for a minute to be drawn into some foolishness....I just have an issue with people that don't mind their own business...she didn't know me or know what i was capable of doing she just ran her big mouth...

Lesson: for me I have to learn not to let people get to me...the devil used her...but he also used me by allowing myself to go there with her....

I want people to understand...just because you are saved and go to church...doesn't stop you from being human and having emotions...trying to walk the road God has told you to walk to receive from him is not an easy road...and every day is a day that you will face all kinds of challenges and yes you strive to make are the right choices but there are going to be times where you fall short....I had to talk to God that night because I know he wasn't pleased with me...and i had to ask his forgiveness because I know I could have handled it better...but guess what he said I forgive you lets move on...I wish human beings were like that...because we hold on to things that people do so we can keep bringing it up every chance we get.  I never said I was perfect....I am not saying that this will be the last time that i get upset, i just pray that I learn from this and try to handle things better in the future...

Mini Vacation...



I put this picture first because I wanted you to take a deep breath and take in the beauty that I saw from my hotel window....so it is 6:30 am on a Friday morning and I decided to sit on my deck and watch the sun rise, this was a very peaceful moment.  I was in Destin and I had a great time....I wished I had access to go to the beach all the time... :-))

on the beach...

my name in the sand...i always wanted to do that...

another surise picture

look how beautiful the water is...

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Hanging out


I am getting ready to hang out with my best friend.  We are going to see Kevin Hart!!! I am sooo excited about that....lol  Here I am taking pictures below...its seems all my smiles look the same...lol

Sunday, April 15, 2012

House hunting......OMG!!!


So i am on a new journey right now...I am looking for a home....OMG!!! this can be fun but also frustrating...Its fun and exciting just the thought of looking for a house....The process has been frustrating because it has been so hard to find a house that has exactly what i want....I had to go back and revise my criteria list to see exactly was a deal breaker...

For those people who know me and how I get frustrated with a lot of choices know that this has been a challenge....lol  But ironicallly it has been kinda easy to say thumbs up or thumbs down...When you walk into a house you automatically know whether you will like it or not...I took back up just in case I couldn't decide...lol

This really is a roller coaster ride...I fell in love with a house and the day we tried to put the contract on it...it was gone :-((   that hurt to bad...but its my fault because I took to long to decide if I wanted it or not...so you know I wont let that happen again...

Friday, April 13, 2012

Eyebrows under contruction...



I need my eyebrows done badly!!! take a look....



I called up my Stylist because she is the one that wax my eyebrows and guess what!!!! she out of town for a whole week....what am i gonna do  :-((.  Hide my face till she comes back...lol


Shes finally came back and i got to go see her....take a look....


They look much better no more hiding...lol

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Why has my curl pattern changed


It has become quite obvious to me that my curl pattern has changed....why did that have to happen.... I did want my curls to relax a little bit...but i dont know if i am liking this...when i would twist my hair, i really loved the way my twist out looked the way my curls stood up...now they really dont do what I want it to do...I find myself fighting with my hair more everyday and my hair doesnt look the same anymore...:-( 

However i am able to put my hair up in a puff, which is interesting...it is actually cute...i will take a picture soon and post....