It wouldn't be a vacation without a little drama....

While on my vacation/greeter retreat....I encounter a lady who made me want to drop kick her...lol...I was asking the "hotel" clerk a question about how to get into the gate....I had already been frustrated because none of the codes that they gave us worked...so they hotel clerk asked like she didn't know...so the lady told her that it was 4 then 3 and it should open...i was trying to put the code and it wasn't working so I asked the hotel clerk not the lady and the lady screamed its 4 and 3 and i was like "I know that" that is what i am doing...well she is offended by the time....and was over there talking smack about me...Really???  once the hotel clerk got me in the gate I preceded to sit down and she was still talking about how rude i was....and my thing is this...I wasn't talking to you in the first place....SHUT UP!!!  then she made the comment about me that I am on a church retreat and this how you act....

Pause!!! Really....What does me going to church have to do with anything..first of all if you would have just stayed in your lane we wouldn't be in this situation...second you the one saying something to me I didn't say anything to you...you all loud talking ish....you better be glad I don't come over there and kick yo but!!! lol

Now of course that wasn't my finest hour, because I allowed myself for a minute to be drawn into some foolishness....I just have an issue with people that don't mind their own business...she didn't know me or know what i was capable of doing she just ran her big mouth...

Lesson: for me I have to learn not to let people get to me...the devil used her...but he also used me by allowing myself to go there with her....

I want people to understand...just because you are saved and go to church...doesn't stop you from being human and having emotions...trying to walk the road God has told you to walk to receive from him is not an easy road...and every day is a day that you will face all kinds of challenges and yes you strive to make are the right choices but there are going to be times where you fall short....I had to talk to God that night because I know he wasn't pleased with me...and i had to ask his forgiveness because I know I could have handled it better...but guess what he said I forgive you lets move on...I wish human beings were like that...because we hold on to things that people do so we can keep bringing it up every chance we get.  I never said I was perfect....I am not saying that this will be the last time that i get upset, i just pray that I learn from this and try to handle things better in the future...