Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Cleaning out my driveway......
On to Mr B... In the beginning, I liked him...we hung out..but he started doing things that I cant stand...he started lying...and his actions didn't line up with what he was said. Then he had a good argument and he would make me feel like he was right and I was wrong. The worst pet peeve of mine is that he would act as if nothing ever happened..."Where do they do that at?" I address the matter on several occasions but of course I was holding on to the past(so he says)..I believe that if I tell you that you are doing something that hurts my feeling then it is your job to fix it, especially if you care about me.....but I guess he never saw any fault in himself......SMH...that handbook that all men read suck...lol... they need a new author to give them better material.
As I watched the movie "BrownSugar" there was a line in the movie that Sanaa Latham's character says about your heart not doing what your mind tells it to do. Why is that? I want a clean slate.....So I cleaned out my driveway...and getting both Mr A and Mr B off the bricks in my heart made me feel lighter. They were taking up way too much space in my heart, I knew this, because I was still taking the occasional call or text from them. So I had to let go.
With my driveway now cleaned out...I am waiting on God to send me my brand new car :-).